Monday, October 4, 2010

2ndtats.



origami tree, the idea japanese paper art and japanese paintings.
tattoed by ade itameda.
my dad wud b flipped. o well. :)

youandyourfamily.

cause you will change your perspective eventually.
those small things u sweat about isn't really matters.
there's a bigger picture behind all your worries.
there's a further meaning behind every stories.

love. is. the. answer.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

hmh.

(i)
Aku mendapati aku tidak lagi melukis.
cat-cat terbungkus dalam kotak. menghilangkan warna-warni dari ada.
Sa. Dulu hidup itu indah.
Tapi sekarang aku takut membunuh orang.
Seperti mimpi yang terbangun lalu bangun tetapi tetap bermimpi.
Tanganku seharusnya menggenggam kuas. Bukan pisau
Dan warna merah ditanganku seharusnya bukan darah.

x.

Monday, September 6, 2010

ifbloodisthethickest.

and i wonder what makes us so weak.
what makes us cry.
sad.
lost.

is it too hard to hold on. is it to hard to move on.
aunt, uncle, mom, and now u bro.
how come we aren't like any other normal family.
how come we gave up easily.

...
i hope you fight the fight.
and i.
will.
try.
to.
stay.
sane.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

mom

hey. i did this for you.

l.o.v.e.

Monday, August 30, 2010

ht

empty room. tv. computer. bed. pictures. white. black. grey. i am alone.
i hate this. i dont know what i hate more.
is it the empty room everytime i open my eyes.
or the fact that you no longer have the will to come home.

...

Friday, August 27, 2010

.

i am lost.for once i feel left out. i wudnt care if evrybody leave. as long as you stay.
but there you are and here i am.
thinking why i'm here while you're there.